Friday, April 5, 2013

Prana! It's what's for dinner.


Stumped, I close the door of my empty refrigerator.  Looking for some spark of inspiration as what to prepare for tonight’s dinner with my Yogi friend, I turn to the host of cookbooks in my kitchen.  Each recipe seems to out do the previous one, calling for exotic spices, or a 12-hour marinade, or tools I just don’t have.  Meanwhile my refrigerator hums like a drone upon which all possible recipes are waiting to be realized.   I take a breath and for a moment my mind is quieted.

In Vedic thought, it is believed that creation stems from the knowledge of what would be created, and that consciousness is called Atman.  Consciousness, being formless, needed a way to bring forth form.  Prana is the way, and became the creator’s first brilliant work.  Prana, (Life Breath) is the way to link the formless with form, and it animates all living things whilst they’re alive. “As fire, it burns; it is the sun, the bountiful rain, the air, the earth, the matter, angels, being and non-being, and immortality.  Like spokes of a wheel, so everything is established on the Life-Breath.” –Prashna Upanishad

Breath is the vehicle for Prana into the body just like bread is the vehicle for tomatoes when I’m eating bruchetta.  Yet throughout life, various blocks begin to prohibit this free flow of Prana into the body causing depression, confusion and general dis-ease.  The practices of Yoga attempt to clear these blocks that have been created in the practitioner, in order to align one’s form again with the formless. Before the Yogi is fit for Pranayama, the practitioner must be able to sit upright comfortably without strain.  Asana (Yoga Postures) help the practitioner do just that.  Pranayama is like breathing gymnastics, extending and shaping the breath to effectively move spent energy out and vital energy in.  Once the body is fit enough to sit upright and extend the breath every which way, then the mind becomes quiet and links with residing consciousness within. 

Try it off your mat.  When you’re in line at the grocery store and the mind begins to feel anxious about time, what happened today, or will happen tomorrow, try regulating the breath in and out through the nose, and soon the mind will feel more calm and settled within itself.  This simple technique will make your interaction with the check out person and the others around you more peaceful.

I’m standing in line at the grocery store with kale, avocados, oranges, apples, Spring peas in my basket determined to make a salad for my Yogi friend.  Looking at all these ingredients I see not only the produce, but also the hissing of the sun and the cycles of the moon whose unique contributions helped make this food.  I take a deep breath in, sipping in the dusk air through my nose.  If life is a special dish, Prana is the secret ingredient that makes everything come together.  Bon appetite!

Friday, March 29, 2013

सूत्र Sutra 1.20 Y.S.
श्रद्धा Sraddha (Faith)
वीर्य Virya (Energy)
स्मरति Smrti (Memory)

"Through Faith, which will give sufficient energy to achieve success against all odds, direction will be maintained.  The realization of the goal of Yoga is a matter of time."
 -TKV Desikachar
A week after my 33rd birthday, and life seems to continue to present itself to me, both the challenges and the rewards.  The Yogic path I've been skipping down now for over half my life has become a rock for me, and I can say with complete conviction that I am the happiest and healthiest I've ever been.  These days everything is a transition, in my Yoga classes I've been celebrating the flow that come from accessing ones center and moves out through the limbs like willow branches in the wind.  In my personal life, I've been taking the seat of the observer as the troubled whether pattern of my relationship moved over my bare skin.  The wedding I was planning, the move towards family, and the hope of Motherhood suddenly stopped; creating a spill of great proportions.  Without my practice and continued trust that the divine is working perfectly through me, I would be a mess.  And yet, I am not a mess.  Instead the opposite.  I'm more whole and connected to myself than ever.  Without the memory of the exquisite beings in my life, I so easily could fall into loneliness.  Without the promise of today, I would live endlessly in the past.  Now I am literally entering a new world, and feel that just beyond this swirl of the dance of destruction lies clarity in calm water. 


Namaste!